Lost in a daydream.

Dear blog,

I haven't been back for a while.

Things really aren't a going smoothly & there are endless amount of tests, reports and revision for me to clear until the end of this sem.

I am either zoning out or dozing off. & when I'm awake, all I feel is being trapped within my aching body, hauling myself around to carry on with this tiring life.

And negativity just breeds. My self loathe is back to haunt. I feel so disgusted with my thighs and bulging tummy.

I'm so exhausted I can even think straight and I don't want to do anything except for stoning.

Life. What is life.